My name is Radha, am in my early 40’s married with 4 kids. I am not sure how to put it but I think I am a sex addict or may be I have become a sex addict after all my experiences in life this far.
Coming from a very orthodox God fearing Malayali Nair family. Did all my schooling in Ernakulam, Kerala. I completed my Engeering from Bangalore in 1992 and as part of the campus got in to Aditi Solutions worked for about 3 years and then moved to Infosys in Bangalore. All my life I never had any relationships, not that I was not good looking on the contrary I was and am very good looking with long black hair (typical malayali girl) with a good body, nice ass and firm proportionate. Putting it simply when I walk by guys will definitely take a second and closer look.
By 1998 my parents started talking of my marriage and started looking for their prospective SIL. I still remember it was republic day 1998 when we got a call; it was Mr. Rajan Nair who got my profile and horoscope from a marriage broker. It was decided that Mr. Rajan’s family would visit our home the next day to see the girl and meet the girl’s family.
It was Aug 16, 1998, the day started early for me, mom woke me up early then we went to the temple to do some pooja, back from the temple my mom went to the kitchen to prepare things for the guest. Mr. Rajan and his family arrived at my place by 11 am, from the window of my room I was trying to catch a glimpse of my might be husband. They had come in a white Maruthi car, the first to step out of the car was Mr Rajan followed by his wife Mrs. Sita and Latha their daughter. They started to walk to wards my home. The driver started the car and parked it in the shade, I was about to move back from the window when with the corner of my eye I saw the driver side door opening and a smart well built guy stepped out. Wooo he was really handsome and well built. Very happy with what I saw, walked away from the window and started to get ready for the show J. Mom had picked a nice saree, which I wore and was ready for the call.
Soon my mom came by, it was time I had to present my self in front of Mr. Rajan’s family. Came down from my room 5 cups of coffee was kept on a tray with some snacks on another. Mom asked me to pickup the coffee tray and walk to wards the front room she followed me with the other tray. The typical drama followed (like the once you see in the movies) soon it was over and the guest left. After which the things in the home came back to normal and regular routine started but I was restless, wanted to know what next also wanted to know if my parents are ok and if they were going to peruse the matter further but was very shy to ask.
It was now lunch time and we were all on the table having the our lunch, when dad broke the news that they were going to move the matter further as they were very happy with the family and dad had collected information about Mr. Rajan’s family through a friend. He then handed me a photo saying this is the boy and I had to take a decision. I was surprised, I had seen the guy but why the photo. Look like I was dreaming of the wrong guy all this while the guy who came was the younger brother and the proposal was for the elder one who could not make it as he was on a business trip in UK. I was very disappointed but took the photo from dad and looked at it, this guy also was not bad, and unlike the younger the elder one was normal with a basic physic looked more like a geek. The guy had a great job good salary and comes from a good family and so I did not have any say my dad simple decided that this was it. After couple of days the families meet and the marriage was fixed. VJ the elder one’s name was to be in Kerala in Nov and the marriage was to happen in Nov.
I got married on the 5th of Nov 1998. VJ had to move to Bangalore; his parents also moved things worked out good for Ajay the younger one as he was already studying in Bangalore. Actually this also helped me, as I didn’t have to quit my job. My family life started, like any other girl with lot of fantasies and expectation I went in to my first night. I was waiting in my room on my bed for my man and my first fuck. I was now 1 am and I did not see VJ, so I stepped out of the room looking for him. I say Sita who said “Radha, VJ was very tired and he fell a sleep in the guest room, you go to the room I will wake him up and send him up.” I walked back to my room, soon after some time VJ walked in to the room, on seeing him my heart skipped a beat; he bolted the room and came near me. We spoke for some time and soon VJ fell a sleep, I soon wondered what is wrong, very angry that I was not getting my first fuck today.